At life, that is. How do you go about telling someone you’re bored, you’re losing faith, you might *gulp* not love them anymore??? I don’t know what I’m even feeling, but it’s not right. I hope it has nothing to do with my period or hormones.
I have never felt like this – well not this strongly before. I need help, I need guidance. I don’t know what I want anymore. And, I’m afraid to talk to him about this. What if it’s over? I planned our lives out together (probably not a smart idea) and now everything is fucked up.
I love him, I do. I can’t be happy unless he is. But I know he senses something is wrong. I just need to talk to him and figure things out. I just hope and pray that he takes it maturely and doesn’t cry. =/
God, why can’t life be simpler? If this ends between us, I’ll die. I’ll never love again…
